Final Cry!

“The Lord Almighty will come with thunder and earthquake and great noise, with windstorm and tempest and flames of a devouring fire.” Isaiah 29:6

“In a dream, in a vision of the night, when deep sleep falls on men as they slumber in their beds, He may speak in their ears and terrify them with warnings, to turn man from wrongdoing and keep him from pride, to preserve his soul from the pit, his life from perishing by the sword.” Job 33: 15-18 

On a late Autumn evening in 1995, shortly after my baptism and rededication to Christ, I was getting ready for bed. I remember that night, because I was elated and filled with joy and gratitude towards Yehovah and Yeshua because my sins were forgiven. I felt oneness with Him and reconciled unto God. There was an excitement in my heart as to what He was going to do in my life. I remember singing, dancing and rejoicing before Him in my bedroom. 

In my dream I stood on a large hill overlooking a very large valley covered with miles and miles of yellow fields. In the middle of the valley stood a small peaceful city with no walls. The sky was blue and the warmth of the sun was shinning upon my face. I saw in the far off distance beyond the city, two enormously large mountains which connected at the base yet stood side by side. As I was enjoying the wonderful day, and spectacular panoramic views. I felt such a feeling of tranquility and serenity all around me as I stood in amazement. 

Suddenly, I felt the ground begin to rumble. The rumbling intensified. It was an earthquake and the ground began to shake violently with every passing second, the trembling became stronger and stronger, then extremely fierce. I fell to my knees as the sky and all the heavens began to shake. 

I heard a loud fierce thunderous noise as if the entire earth began to crack in half or split open. I looked up towards the mountains where the loudest sounds were emanating. I saw what looked like the opening of a huge furnace. Black thick billows of smoke instantly began to rise from behind the mountains that were South of the city. 

The black smoke had a red fiery lining as it ascended quickly towards heavens sky. Then came a mighty forceful windstorm it came from the South behind the two enormous mountains and wilderness. The mighty wind blew viciously. The uprising smoke was being blown north, towards the small city located in the center of the valley. 

The massive thick black fiery clouds then unfolded like a scroll in the sky. I was terrified. I knew this was the end, with no more delays! I also understood that I would die either hiding on the hill-top or down in the valley warning others. My spirit rose up within me and commanded me to go and warn the people. I felt the spirit give me courage and boldness and it did not matter if I died. 

I ran down the hill toward the fields. They were covered with yellow grass, some weeds and unleveled ground. It seemed as though I was running in slow-motion, due to my utter terror. I looked up and saw the mighty winds cover the entire sky with black smoke. 

When I arrived in the city, the people were unaware of the horrific and dreadful events that were occurring. As I ran through the town to warn the people, I was so scared I literally lost my voice. Everything was in full function, like an ordinary day. It was business as usual. 

Since I could not speak, I just pointed towards heaven with my finger and could only shout one word…. “Repent!“ I wanted to tell everyone about the earthquake, the thunder, the earth splitting open and the black fiery smoke, but there was no time and nothing came out of my mouth. The people completely ignored me, as I did all I could to warn them but it fell on deaf ears. 

In my despair I thought of my family. I wanted to go and urgently warn them. I truly thought they would listen to me. I found my brothers outside, in the yard. They were in the process of getting ready to move. When I ran into the house, I saw my mother. She was cooking a meal in the kitchen.  I fell to my knees in humility, urgency, and desperation. I grabbed the hem of her skirt and began to plead. I cried out with many tears, and trembling, “PLEASE mom, Repent!” I pointed again out the kitchen window. I wanted her to see for herself that the end was now upon us. 

Instead of listening to me, she responded in anger and began to hurl insults at me. She said, in a raised condescending voice, “Get up off your knees!” She looked at me as if I were insane. She yelled at me with such indignation; “What is wrong with you?” While she continued to rebuke me, I remained trembling on my knees, filled with sorrow because she would not listen. I then put my face to the ground. 

I then woke up. My body felt frozen, tears streamed down my cheeks and I could feel my heart slowly pulsating inside of my chest. I immediately inquired of the Yehovah. I asked if this dream was from him? Within seconds, I opened my bible to the book of Revelation and began to read this verse: 

The fifth angel sounded his trumpet, and I saw a star that had fallen from the sky to the earth. The star was given the key to the shaft of the Abyss. When he opened the Abyss, smoke rose from it like the smoke from a gigantic furnace. The sun and sky were darkened by the smoke from the Abyss. Revelation chapter 9:1-2 

This dream came to me sevevteen years ago. I began writing it down in 2008. God has now directed me to send it out for others to read and come to a God given understanding and interpretation. I believe that the earthquake resulted from a fallen star/asteroid impacting the earth. The powerful force blew through the atmosphere shaking the heaven and colliding with the earth causing a bomb like explosion behind the mountains. However I did not see this star/asteroid fall from the heavens. I Just saw and experienced the aftermath of the impact in my dream. 
Many things are obvious in this dream. God’s judgment, the Messiah’s return which will be a day of rejoicing for His children.

Other scriptures the Holy Spirit brought forth in order to understand parts of the dream are as follows:
1.  According to Isaiah 15:6 “The fields represent the world. The waters of Nimrim are dried up and the grass is withered; the vegetation is gone and nothing green is left.” 
B. The city I saw was Glendale, California, I was standing above the 134 freeway, that connects with the 210 and 2. The city is symbolic of a conservative,/traditional, moral, upper-middle-class community. I believe this is symbolic of Israel which needs no walls because the Lord is its defender. 

2.  “In His presence the mountains quake, and the hills melt away; the earth trembles, and its people are destroyed” Nahum 1:5

B. “Mount Sinai was covered with smoke, because the Lord descended on it in fire. The smoke billowed up from it like that of a furnace. The whole mountain trembled violently, and the sound of the trumpet grew louder and louder. Vs. 21 and the Lord said to him, “Go down and warn the people so they do not force their way through to see the approach of the Yehovah.” Exodus 19:18-

C. “Therefore I will make the heavens tremble, and the earth will be shaken out of its place, at the wrath of the Lord of hosts in the day of His fierce anger.” Isaiah 13: 13

3. Then the angel took the censer, filled it with fire from the altar, and hurled it on the earth; and there came peals of thunder, rumblings, flashes of lighting and an earthquake. Rev 8:5 

 He looked down toward Sodom and Gomorrah, toward all the land of the plain, and he saw dense smoke rising from the land, like smoke from a furnace.” Genesis 19:28

4.  “As I looked, behold , a stormy wind came out of the north, and a great cloud, with brightness around it, and fire flashing forth continually, and in the midst of the fire, as it were gleaming metal.” Ezekiel 1:4 

“He makes clouds rise from the ends of the earth; He sends lightning with the rain and brings out the wind from His storehouses.” Psalm 135: 

5.  "When he opened the sixth seal, I looked, and behold, there was a great earthquake, and the sun became black as sackcloth, the full moon became like blood: and the stars of heaven fell to the earth, as a fig-tree casteth its unripe figs, when shaken by a mighty wind. And the heaven departed like a scroll rolled together; and every mountain and island were removed from their places……..Vs 17 for the great day of His wrath is come; and who can stand?"—Rev.6:12-17.

6.  “You have seen many things, but have paid no attention; your ears are open, but you hear nothing.” Isaiah 42: 20

“For in the days before the flood, people were eating and drinking, marrying and giving in marriage, up to the day Noah entered the ark;” Matt. 24:38

7. I couldn’t speak due to my fear and shock of what I had seen and experienced. Therefore, with my finger, I just pointed up towards heaven. (conviction of spirit) I could only shout one word, “Repent!“ I wanted to tell everyone about the earthquake, the thunder, the earth splitting open, the black fiery smoke, but there was no time. 

A. “The time promised by God has come at last!" he announced. "The Kingdom of God is near! Repent of your sins and believe the Good News!" Mark 1:15

B. "Repent, for the kingdom of heaven is near." Mat. 3:2

8. As the word repent continued to come out of my mouth, I was completely ignored by the people. My warning fell on deaf ears. In my despair, I thought of my family and wanted to go to warn them. I truly hoped they would listen to me. 

“But they did not hear, nor incline their ear: but hardened their neck, that they might not hear me, and might not receive instruction.” Jeremiah 17:23

Yehovah lovingly and patiently deals with our hearts. By sending people into our lives to help us. He constantly speaks to our hearts and shows us our faults, so that we might repent. If a person corrects me it is usually confirming what the Spirit has already been saying. 

9 I ran home (church/heart) to warn my family, and found my brothers out-side the church. They were in the process of getting ready to move. My mother (leader or authority/source) was in the kitchen cooking.(working & planning)

A. “For it is time for judgment to begin with the family of God; and if it begins with us, what will the outcome be for those who do not obey the gospel of God? And,

“If it is hard for the righteous to be saved, what will become of the ungodly and the sinner?” ! Peter 4: 17-18

10.  “But the day of the Yehovah will come like a thief. The heavens will disappear with a roar; the elements will be destroyed by fire, and the earth and everything in it will be laid bare. Since everything will be destroyed in this way, what kind of people ought you to be? You ought to live holy and godly lives. 1Peter 3: 10 

Initially I shared this dream with a leader and was told, “Dreams are not for today.” In addition, she said, “The only thing that never fails is love and we just needed to love people.” Amen! My relationship with God, His word, and the people are my source of strength.

However dreams and visions have brought the scriptures to life. I believe God speaks to man through dreams and visions, but only by the grace and mercy of His Holy Spirit. This is the first dream out of three messages regarding His kingdom here on earth. There are two more vision of hope that I would like to share. 
The Lord has put a heavy burden on my heart to send this dream to leaders. I humbly desire to obey His will in my life. It is my hope that you are encouraged and inspired towards good works, as the Day of the Yehovah rapidly approaches. 


 I love Abba and YehoYeshua with all my heart and soul. It was three years ago, when I first watched, "Furious Love" it had impacted my life tremendously. The documentary inspired and placed a calling to pray for the sick, the hurting and those poor in spirit.   I knew YHWY was with me yet there was no manifestations of healing or deliverance. 

On the 14th of October 2012, I went to visit a family member who was in a coma for five years. The Spirit placed it on my heart to go and pray for her. I believed YHWH would heal her and she would awake out of her sleep. However, she did not wake up. It was devastating when nothing happened.

I believed with all my heart YHWH was going to use me. He gave me a deep desire and longing to see Him be glorified. From that day forward I became resolved to seek Him more... in prayer, fasting, worship and knowledge.
During this process, it was now the 16th of October. I stumbled on an old Sid Roth series of; It Is "Super Natural" broadcasted from 2011. Jason Westerfield was the guest speaker. As I watched, I saw something very special! He spoke with authority yet humility. He talked about YHWH's glory, healings and His kingdom. I wanted to hear more so I Googled Jason and found his teaching on The Glory Realm and the open heavens regarding Ezekiel 47 and the river.

I spent the entire day listening to his messages. The next day I closed the doors, turned off the computer, cell phones, and prayed and worshiped God. I did everything he said. I abandoned myself to worshiped by jumping, dancing, prostrating myself. I cried out with all my heart and soul. It was within 24 hour of listening to the messages; I was healed from stage II of Degenerate Arthritis. 

Here is what happened: On the 17th of October, I went to our midweek service that night, at a small Four Square Hispanic congregation in San Antonio, Texas. As we were worshiping I kept saying... YHWH, open up your heavens and help me have faith. Your kingdom come your will be done on earth as it is in heaven....There is no sickness in heaven!
At the end of service there was an altar call. I went up to ask for prayer for my youngest son with Down's Syndrome who is needing healing on his right hip, at the time my estranged husband, and my eldest son had gone into the military. My heart had been very heavy.

Everyone came over to pray for me and I felt the Spirit of the YHWH upon me. It was towards the end and everyone had gone back to their seats. But I stayed at the altar on my knees and began to stretch my hands further out in front of me. I continued to worship and cry out with all my heart!  I did not want to leave until I received my break through! It was then that the pastor's father came over and asked me if I was in pain?  I said, "yes" at that moment my faith exploded with the word of knowledge. No one on the planet knew the intensity of my pain except the Father in heaven.   Then the pastor asked me, if I believed that Yeshua could heal me? I said, yes, I do!! He asked me where the pain was. I told him the pain was in my neck and back then he placed his hands on my neck and shoulder.

Immediately, a heated liquid of electrical current poured down my head, neck then down my spine then back up the spine and neck for a total of about three or four times. It felt like I was being electrocuted with energy and electrical current. My whole body began to tremble then shake under the power of the Holy Spirit and an open heaven. I was weeping loudly!

The pastor's mother began to shout, Yeshua is here! Yeshua is here! I felt like my body was being lifted up and my spine shaken by the center of its core.  My whole body was sweating and I was weeping uncontrollably. After I settled down and composed myself, I was able to share my testimony with the congregation! In a million years, I never thought about my healing! It never crossed my mind that Yeshua care about my pain and wanted to heal me!

The Holy Spirit remained upon me for at least 72 hours after the initial laying on of hands. I could not sleep with any blankets or even a sheet because my body temperature was so high. I still believe that healing continues throughout my entire body as of today the 30th of October. I feel fantastic and no more pain!!!
I wanted to share with the world that Yeshua healed me!!!!
I am so grateful for Pastor David Cavaso and Jason Westerfield for stepping out in faith and sharing the truths about Yeshua and His Kingdom! It has opened my mind and activated my faith like never before. All glory to our Father and Yeshua our Adonai!!! I know Yehowah and Yeshua as my personal healer and deliver!

A Consuming Fired!! 

“When I say, my bed shall comfort me, my couch shall ease my complaints; then thou scariest me with dreams, and terrifies me through visions.” Job 7:13-14

It was October 2004, I was sitting in my truck waiting for a group of woman from church. We had arranged to go into the  neighbor-hood and invite people to church while praying and sharing our faith.  As I sat waiting, I began to read my bible and pray for the people we were going to meet that day. That's when I had this vision or pictures in my mind. Today I realize it was a continuation and another piece of a puzzle to the earthquake dream I had in 1995. (See, The final cry!) 

My vision: My spirit was taken into heaven, and I was surrounded by vast darkness in outter space. There was complete and total silence. As I hovered above the beautifully massive yet still earth. 
Suddenly, like the striking of a match the entire earth was set ablaze and consumed by fire. The enormous flames were tumultuous like the ocean waves in a great hurricane and the heat was intensely scorching. 
After that, I opened my eyes. I was deeply disturbed by what I had seen. My reaction was overwhelming fear because I knew man- kind would never survive this complete catastrophic inhalation. 
However, I immediately received a comforting scripture from Yahovah which gave me instant peace and reassurance, as described in the book of Daniel chapter 3:26- 29.

Just as, “Shadrack, Meshach and Abednego the fire had not harmed their bodies, nor was a hair of their heads was singed; their robes were not scorched, and there was no smell of fire on them. Then I received an understanding stating, so it will be on "That Day" with my sons and daughters. “

Because of YHWH’s great love we are not consumed, for his compassion never fails.  They are new every morning; great is His faithfulness. I say to myself, “He is my portion; therefore I will wait for Hiim.”
The YHWH is good to those whose hope is in him, to the one who seeks him; it is good to wait quietly for the salvation of the Lord. Lam 3:22

The sinners in Zion are terrified; trembling grips the godless; who of us can dwell with the consuming fire? Who of us can dwell with consuming fire? Who of us can dwell with everlasting burning? He who walks righteously and speaks what is right, who rejects gain from extortion and keeps his hand from accepting bribes, who stops his ears against plots of murder and shuts his eyes against contemplating evil. This is the man who will dwell on the heights whose refuge will be the mountain fortress. His bread will be supplied, and water will not fail him. Isaiah 33:14 

But the day of the Lord will come like a thief. The heavens will disappear with a roar; the elements will be destroyed by fire, and the earth and everything in it will be laid bare. Since everything will be destroyed in this way, what kind of people ought you to be? You ought to live holy and godly lives. 
As you look forward to the day of God and speed its coming. That day will bring about the destruction of the heavens by fire, and the elements will melt in the heat. But in keeping with His promise we are looking forward to a new heaven and a new earth, the home of righteous. So then, dear friends, since you are looking forward to this, make every effort to be found spotless, blameless and at peace with Him. 2 Peter 3 10-13
1 Thessalonians 5: 9 it says, “For God has not destined us for wrath, but to obtain salvation through our Lord Jesus Christ’” 

Know matter what happens to us in life or death, we need not fear because our God loves and cares for us, His children. I had a final vision, which I will share as to why, He cares so much... Its because.... HE IS LOVE. 



Living Water Ezekiel 47 2008

It was November 2008, it was during worship and praise of Yehowah and Yeshua (Jesus) His son. Several hours had gone by which seemed like only minutes or as though time were standing still. I felt completely surrounded and overwhelmed by His presences of unconditional love and peace. As I sat there quietly surround by His Spirit, Ezekiel 47 came to mind which reads:  

1 The man brought me back to the entrance to the temple, and I saw water coming out from under the threshold of the temple toward the east (for the temple faced east). The water was coming down from under the south side of the temple, south of the altar. 2 He then brought me out through the north gate and led me around the outside to the outer gate facing east, and the water was trickling from the south side. As the man went eastward with a measuring line in his hand, he measured off a thousand cubits[a] and then led me through water that was ankle-deep. 4 He measured off another thousand cubits and led me through water that was knee-deep. He measured off another thousand and led me through water that was up to the waist. 5 He measured off another thousand, but now it was a river that I could not cross, because the water had risen and was deep enough to swim in—a river that no one could cross. 6 He asked me, “Son of man, do you see this?” Then he led me back to the bank of the river. 7 When I arrived there, I saw a great number of trees on each side of the river. 8 He said to me, “This water flows toward the eastern region and goes down into the Arabah,[b] where it enters the Dead Sea. When it empties into the sea, the salty water there becomes fresh. 9 Swarms of living creatures will live wherever the river flows. There will be large numbers of fish, because this water flows there and makes the salt water fresh; so where the river flows everything will live. 10 Fishermen will stand along the shore; from En Gedi to En Eglaim there will be places for spreading nets. The fish will be of many kinds—like the fish of the Mediterranean Sea. 11 But the swamps and marshes will not become fresh; they will be left for salt. 12 Fruit trees of all kinds will grow on both banks of the river. Their leaves will not wither, nor will their fruit fail. Every month they will bear fruit, because the water from the sanctuary flows to them. Their fruit will serve for food and their leaves for healing.” It is very clear that God’s Spirit brings abundant life and healing into the midst of our own Dead Sea. The water in itself doesn’t bring life as an example; the water from the Dead Sea produces nothing good or fresh. However, it is the power of His Holy Spirit in the water flowing directly from the throne that gives us life. 

Here is what the Spirit placed on my heart regarding the river of living water. As the water levels deepen from the sanctuary and overflows from heaven into our nations, cities, and lives.  This it brings down life, light, and His glory.   The water allows the fruit trees to flourish because their roots are able to absorb all nutrients from the rich soil and water resulting in unfailing provision, and healing. The river satisfies us all as it begins to flow deeper and deeper in our lives. As I researched the scriptures, I found a cross reference in the book of Revelation in the last chapter in the bible verses 22:1-10 which states:
Eden Restored

1 Then the angel showed me the river of the water of life, as clear as crystal, flowing from the throne of YHWH and of the Lamb 2 down the middle of the great street of the city. On each side of the river stood the tree of life, bearing twelve crops of fruit, yielding its fruit every month. And the leaves of the tree are for the healing of the nations. 3 No longer will there be any curse. The throne of YHWY and of the Lamb will be in the city, and his servants will serve him.

4 They will see his face, and his name will be on their foreheads. 5 There will be no more night. They will not need the light of a lamp or the light of the sun, for YHWH will give them light. And they will reign for ever and ever.

Rev 22: 1-10

John and the Angel

6 The angel said to me, “These words are trustworthy and true. Yahovah the Elohim who inspires the prophets, sent his angel to show his servants the things that must soon take place.” Look, I am coming soon! Blessed is the one who keeps the words of the prophecy written in this scroll.” I, John, am the one who heard and saw these things. And when I had heard and seen them, I fell down to worship at the feet of the angel who had been showing them to me. 9 But he said to me, “Don’t do that! I am a fellow servant with you and with your fellow prophets and with all who keep the words of this scroll. Worship Yahovah"!  10 Then he told me, “Do not seal up the words of the prophecy of this scroll, because the time is near. 11 Let the one who does wrong continue to do wrong; let the vile person continue to be vile; let the one who does right continue to do right; and let the holy person continue to be holy.” 
As I continued to cross reference and searched the scriptures I also found Gen 2:1-10 which states:

A river watering the garden flowed from Eden; from there it was separated into four headwaters. 11 The name of the first is the Pishon; it winds through the entire land of Havilah, where there is gold. 12 (The gold of that land is good; aromatic resin[d] and onyx are also there.) 13 The name of the second river is the Gihon; it winds through the entire land of Cush.[e] 14 The name of the third river is the Tigris; it runs along the east side of Ashur. And the fourth river is the Euphrates. 

Here is what I believe the spirit reveals: The Rivers is clearly His Holy Spirit, His presence, favor, blessings, and His awesome glory! Wherever this river flows it brings forth life abundances, healing and salvation to those who are near.

Yeshua promises in John 7:37-39 that if we come to Him the river will flow from each believer who is thirsty. 
On the last and greatest day of the festival, Yeshua stood and said in a loud voice, “Let anyone who is thirsty come to me and drink. 38 Whoever believes in me, as Scripture has said, rivers of living water will flow from within them.”[a] 39 By this he meant the Spirit, whom those who believed in him were later to receive. Up to that time the Spirit had not been given, since Yeshua had not yet been glorified. John 7: 37-39
We receive this life giving river when we believe and act on His word through faith and a complete abandonment in worship and truth. When we enter into His presence with praise and thankgiving. He fills us with power to overcome the world and its darkness. As we proclaim and declare His Holy and Mighty name.... Yehovah while obeying His commands. As we love him and seek him with all our hearts, soul and strength and surrender all to Him. He will use our lives to bring Him glory!  These scriptures have inspired me to seek YHWY and go deeper in my relationship with Abba our Father and Yeshua our Lord.

As a result of this revelation:

The Spirit gave me a dream while in Jerusalem regarding His name and character, April 2012!!

The heavens open and the river flowed miraculously to heal my back and neck, October 2012

The Spirit revealed the Sabbath, Feast of YHWY and exposed Christmas and Easter February 2013 

The Spirit impressed upon my heart to travel to Israel again in 2013 and 2015 this time to proclaim and declare His name YHWH and Ezekiel 47 from every mountain top thorough out Israel. Blessed is He (Yeshua) who comes in the name of YHWH!!

 YHWH's Battle

Growing up, life was very difficult and at times overwhelming. Our family was dysfunctional but nonetheless YHWH's lovingly and gently began to draw me near and allowed me to hunger and thirst for His righteousness. I was desperate for change. Therefore, in the mist of continual storms and difficult circumstances He gave me this encouraging dream. I was seventeen years old.

It was evening and the sun began to set. There were two companions and I who had set out on a journey. We walked side by side along a narrow dirt road which ran through the high mountains. The road looked like an old abandon rail road track with its steel rails missing. The road consisted of clean fertile finely raked redish brownish dirt. (Similar to the mountains and rich soil found in Lake Tahoe California) As we continued to walk up the large mountain, I looked ahead to see more large mountains in the far distance that were snow capped. The narrow dirt road was highly lifted with twenty foot ditches that ran along both sides of the road in the thick of the forest within the deep mountains. The pine trees were a hundred feet high on both sides of the road as far as the eye could see. 

As my two companions and I walked side by side it was understood that we were in strict training or preparing for a battle. We were lined up shoulder-to-shoulder and our formation to my right stood a brother in Christ, to my left a strong invisible male presence, I stood in-the-middle. As we walked along the dirt road, we were declaring scriptures and our voices rang out aloud simultaneously with boldness and confidences as if the words were sharpening our spiritual swords. These were the scriptures we quoted in a loud voice:

Psalms 23:4, “Though, I walk through the valley of the shadow of death I will fear no evil for you are with me; your rod and staff they comforts me.”

 2 Timothy 1:7 “For YHWH did not give us a spirit of fear but of power ,  love and self disciple.”

Isaiah 54 "No weapon formed against us will prosper." 

"it is Not by might nor by power but by my Spirit says YHWH of host! Zechariah 4:6


These words empowered my faith resulting in my walk becoming a strong courageous march. Again, I looked up the road in the far distance however this time I saw a small ball of fire. It was traveling down the same road that we were traveling up.  In the mist of the flames was a man's likeness and his silhouette a black shadow. We continued to march fearlessly towards the fiery flame. Our shoulder’s boldly pressed back while our chest’s boldly stretched forward. We were prepare to fight for the battle of our life.

All along we continued to speak God’s word in a loud courageous voice. These were the words we repeated again and again! No weapon formed against us shall prosper and God has not given us the spirit of fear but of love, power and a sound mind. It was night and the enemy was now upon us. We stood standing just as we began to move forward to engage into battle. Suddenly, from behind I felt a gentle but firm hand touch my right shoulder.  Someone began to gently nudge me towards the left side of the road. It motioned me to sit down then immediately it took my place in formation, as I looked up to see who it was.

To my amazement I saw a row of angels ready for battle. I could not believe that angels came to rescue us much less ready for a fight. There shoulders press back and their chest stretched forward. They had a brilliant light which glowed from there presences as they stood tall. I tried looking at their faces but I could only see their side profile beneath their chin and part of their strong jaw line. Because I was sitting down yet looking up from a lower angle position. At once the angels charged into battle with the dark shadow of fire. There was a struggle as they wrestled back and forth. Then I woke up.

I truly believe in life we are on a spiritual quest, the mountains are continual obstacles, daily trails and hardship which we must overcome. The green pine trees could be people who are indifferent and lacked compassion. The ditches on both sides of the road represent false doctrine and spiritual blindness which we can easily fall into if we are not careful. The long narrow dirt road represents our life time here on earth. During our journey we will have trails, ups and downs with winding roads. We will fall into ditches due to blindness. We will be attack by darkness and demonic influences. However, remember the battle is not of flesh and blood but dark powers and principalities in high places.

In addition, we need to remember to hold fast to His word (memorize) and declare it out loud while we pray continually in the Spirit. Eph 6:13 We are not alone on this journey. My two companions represent the Holy Spirit to my left and my brother represents the Body of Messiah to my right. I am confident that our God will send and discharge His warrior angels to fight our battles. The road seemed lonely but you could see all around YHWH’s beauty and glory from top of the mountains. You do not have to fight this battle. Take up your positions; stand firm and see the deliverance  YHWH will give you. 

2 Chron. 20:17 All the trees (people) of the field (world) will know that I the YEHOVAH bring down the tall tree (prideful people) and make the low tree (humble person) grow tall. I dry up the green tree (carnal person) and make the dry tree (repented person) flourish.Ezekiel 17:24"  

See, I am sending an angel ahead of you to guard you along the way and to bring you to the place I have prepared. Ex 23: 20

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"Morning Star"

In mid November 2007, I lost my cousin Joseph Montez in a tragic accident. Jojo was beloved and valued member of our family. I mourned his death deeply because in his passing I realized I could have done more to encourage him spiritually. After his death, I felt distraught, because I wished for another opportunity. Another chance to connect in sincere, and heartfelt conversation to let him know that I loved him.

The painful loss coupled with the complete inspiration of the Holy Spirit gave me the strength and power to fast twenty one days for clear direction and salvation for unsaved family members. I desperately wanted the Father's attention so my fast consisted of water, and vegetables at day break each day. This was the most difficult thing I have ever done in my life up until that time. On the 18th day of the fast my body began to feel intense starvation which was almost unbearable. I cried out in a still voice as tears streamed down my face. I asked Yeshua to please help me.

I said, if my family and loved ones would come to know you and your love then this difficulty would pale in comparison. Just to knowing my family would all be together for eternity would be enough.  Unbeknown,  prayers and fasting resulted in Yeshua himself visiting and encouraging me with His presence on my 41st birthday. (March 8th 2008.) 


In the fourth watch while still dark outside, I opened the back patio door.  The heaven were filled with star’s sparkling bright however, one star stood out above the rest due to its brilliance.  It began to shine brighter and brighter, then slowly it began to lower it self towards the earth. I was frightened at first yet very excited because I just knew it was Yeshua and He was on his way. I hurried inside to prepare for his arrival. I rushed into the restroom to wash my face and hands. 

As I opened the door to come out of the restroom, I saw my home divided into two sections. To my left appeared to be ancient Israel. The stone walls now replaced parts of the walls in my home. To my right was my modern home with all of the current amenities and furnishing.

To my surprise Yeshua was sitting peacefully on my living room floor.  He was wearing a multi-colored tallit. His face was radiant emanating light. The light resembled that of a camp fire at night. Also nestled closely around him was a variety of different animals. Of all the animals, the chickens seemed to have made more of a significant impression. 
I was overjoyed and elated Yeshua himself was here.  My first thought was to feed him so I immediately rushed into the kitchen to prepare a  meal.  I began chopping up some fruit and organized a tray with nuts and sugared dates. 
As I was preparing the food at the kitchen counter, I felt a presence of a spiritual being approach me from my left side. I don’t remember what he looked like or if he was invisible. In a gentle, yet masculine voice this being said to me “Do you know why He is here?” I said “No.” He then replied, “He is here because of your prayers.” I replied, “Which ones?” Then I heard him say “The ones for the souls of men.” My heart felt a deep sigh of relief, as this was confirmation that Yeshua had in fact heard my incessant and desperate prayers. 

The being walk me back over to the living room where Yeshua was now sitting on the edge of the couch. I sat on the edge of the adjoining couch. It was now day break and the sun was shinning through the wall of windows. We sat facing each other with our knees touching. I continued to feel the presence of this being standing on my left. 
Yeshua began to share His heart, by preparing me and revealing things to come. I do not recall literally all He said but do remember His words were very concerning and of alarming nature. [I believe He wanted me to continue praying and encouraging others to pray and fast. I so wanted with all my heart to remember every word He spoke, but I could not. But the most important thing in the entire dream was that He heard my prayers and I believe with all my heart He will answer them. 
Rev 22:16 I, Yeshua have sent my angel to give you this testimony for the churches. I am the Root and the Offspring of David , and the bright Morning Star.
Luke 13: how often I have longed to gather your children together , as a hen gathers her chicks under her wings, but you were not willing!

When I awoke from my dream my heart overflowed with gratitude. It felt real. That morning my son and friends planned a birthday brunch. They brought gifts and made food. I shared my dream with everyone. It was such an encouraging day. However of all the gifts given, my most cherished was Yeshua being the first to arrive that early Saturday morning. 


Names and Character of YHWH 

 We had just arrived in Jerusalem on the 27th of April 2012, after visiting the Wailing Wall and the Tomb of the Prophetes on the Mount of Olives. It was the 4th of April. I was overwhelmed to be in the HOLY LAND for the first time after hours of praying and crying out to the Father through out the city. 

I had this dream, I saw myself declaring and shouting the names of GOD. These are the names I declared in the dream: That He is the Great I Am, Healer, Redeemer, King of Kings, Lord of Lords, Prince of Peace, the Ever Lasting Father, Bright and Morning Star, Mighty Counselor. I remember calling out His names as if I were a trumpet or instrument being blown. I shouted out in a very loud voice.

Several days later we were on the Via Del Rosa on Good Friday in the heart of Jerusalem. We're part of a procession of believers in a crowd of about 10,000 people or more. After the procession was over a woman in the crowd began to weep aloud declaring thanksgiving and praise to YehoYeshua (Jesus) for dying on the cross on our behalf, for shedding His blood. She continued to wail aloud. I saw her and began to walk towards her as to comfort her. When I felt the (Ruach) Holy Spirit rise up inside of me and I too began to shout the names. That He is the Great I Am, Healer, Redeemer, King of Kings, Lord of Lords, Prince of Peace, the Ever Lasting Father, Bright and Morning Star, Mighty Counselor. I remember calling out His names as if I were a trumpet or instrument being blown. I shouted out in a very loud voice. The two of us complete strangers were glorifying praising the name Yehowah and Yehoyeshua. (Jesus Christ)

It was truly a great day but just the beginning of what God was going to do in my life. I was in awe and filled with gratitude and humility know that the king of Israel and the universe would use me. All glory and honor to Yehowah and Jesus YehoYeshua! 


“To him who is able to keep you from FALLING and so present you before His glorious presence without fault and with great joy. To the only  Elohim Savior be glory, majesty, power and authority, through Jesus Christ our Lord, before all ages, now and forevermore! Amen.” Jude 1:24

I was given this wonderful dream at age seventeen and it has encouraged and reminded me throughout my entire life that I belong to Him and that He will catch me when I fall. 

I was in the highest heavens as far as I could see there were billows of clouds all around. The sky, clouds and the entire dream consisted of the color light brown or tan. To my right, a small group of people stood waiting on a beautiful stone balcony, YehoYeshua was standing at the door which opened on to the balcony and all of heaven. Yeshua walked towards us and said, in a reassuring voice, “Jump! If you belong to me, then your angel will catch you and bring you back home, but if you are not mine then you will fall to the earth and eventually you will die.” After He said those words, I immediately turned and looked over the balcony to see what was below.

To my amazement, I beheld thousands of angels flying below.  In the far distance the earth appeared like only a small blue marble in size.  The angels were swiftly ascending and descending with the soul purpose of catching those who had jumped in faith.  

The entire dream was a panoramic view in the third dimension. Some people and angels had fallen so far they appeared so very small in size due to the distance they had fallen, almost what seemed to be to their demise. While others fell only half way down, still others were caught shortly after they had jumped. Those closer appeared life size. The angels were clothed in white gowns with souring wings. Their only mission was to strategically find, catch and swooped up the elect and to return them home to heaven.

As I stood on the balcony over looking the marvelous precipice, my mind was inundated as I began to contemplate the situation. I was so scared and felt fear as my body grew cold. The idea of dying became very real at that moment as I questioned if I was His child or not? Everything within me hoped and prayed I was. As I searched within myself, my mind, heart and soul, nothing else seemed to matter but my King and His kingdom.  I had no where to go and no where to run, as I knew that apart from YehoYESHUA my Messiah, I had no future and there was no life.

It was then the Holy Spirit placed a peace that surpassed all understanding upon me. It gave me resolve to release the fear of losing my life yet complete hope to put all my faith and trust in YHWH. It was then I surrendered and felt overwhelming freedom. It no longer mattered if I lived or died, because I knew and had full trust that I was His child and His angel would catch me. The Spirit gave me strength and complete confidence to rise up and jump with nothing more than my faith in YHWH and Yeshua His only begotten son, I jumped off the balcony.

As I began to fall from heaven and dropped rapidly towards the earth, I saw angels all around and people being quickly caught up in the sky. My soul cried out from within “Yeshua, save me!”!  I was hoping that my angel would soon come and rescue me. I was scared yet confident that It was only a matter of time. As I was falling, less than half way down, my angel gently reached out his hands placed them under my arms and caught me.  I then woke up and felt such relief and unspoken gratitude that words could not describe.


It was Yeshua who sent an angel to save and deliver me from death. In the dream Yeshua challenged us to surrender our lives and trust YHWH. He in-turn is faithful to save and deliver us from death. Yeshua volunteered to descend from heaven, suffered and died on the cross in our place. He had ALL authority to command and call down legions of angels to save him but He did not. Instead He shed His precious blood that washes all our sins away so we can be reconciled to YHWY.  Philippians 2: 5-11 In your relationships with one another, have the same mindset as Yeshua: Who, being in very nature YHWH, did not consider equality with YHWH something to be used to his own advantage; rather, he made himself nothing by taking the very nature of a servant, being made in human likeness. And being found in appearance as a man, he humbled himself by becoming obedient to death— even death on a cross!

 Therefore YHWH exalted Him to the highest place and gave him the name that is above every name, that at the name of Yeshua every knee should bow, in heaven and on earth and under the earth, and every tongue acknowledge that Yeshua is Lord, to the glory of YHWH the Father.  

Today this dream is a reminder of how Yeshua surrendered his life on the cross at Calvary. It wonderfully demonstrated YHWH’s love and mercy by reassuring us that when we decide to obey and surrender our lives to Him He in return, is faithful to rescue us for all eternity. As I sifted through the dream, I asked the YHWH for wisdom and discernment. Here are the scriptures that encouraged my soul and confirmed His unconditional love for us.

 1.) I was in the highest heavens standing on a lovely stone balcony with a small group of people ……. In the book of Isaiah 57: 13 it says that “God dwells in high and holy places with those who are humble and contrite in heart, to revive the spirit of the lowly and to revive the heart of the contrite. I will not accuse forever, nor will I always be angry, for then the spirit of man grow faint before me.” I so needed my heart revived as a young girl and today is no different. YHWH only knows! He is so faithful when we cry out for help, He answers us, reveals Himself, heals our broken hearts, and lovingly restores our soul. Psalm 23

 2.) The sky, clouds and the entire dream consisted of the color light brown and tan…... The color brown or tan represents death; humility. In 1 peter 1:24 it talks about the grass withering (turns brown in death, i.e. repentance) and the flowers thereof fall away. Even though I was very young, I remember feeling hopeless in my situation. Can anyone relate? I could not see nor understand why, but I did feel desperate for change and wanted a new life filled with love, joy and righteousness. Mat 5:3 Blessed are the poor in spirit (poor = desperate) for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. 

3.) Yeshua stood at the door that opened on to the balcony and all of heaven……. Scripturally the word balcony symbolically represents a spiritual viewpoint; to oversee according to Rev 4:1 After this I looked, and , behold, a door was opened in heaven; and the first voice which I heard was as it were of a trumpet talking with me; which said, Come up higher, and I will show you things which must be thereafter.” 

4.) YESHUA entered and He walked towards us. He said, in a reassuring voice, “Jump! If you belong to me, then your angel will catch you and bring you back home, but if you are not mine you will fall to the earth and ultimately die….…….When Yeshua asked me to jump He in fact was asking for my life. He was asking for my whole heart, soul and mind. Matt 22:37

Our natural response and immediate reaction is to save ourselves and stay in control. It is difficult to go against our natural instincts.  Yeshua said in the dream that if you are not mine you will fall towards the earth and ultimately die. The opposite of surrendering our lives to Yeshua is to rebel and to stubbornly refuse to obey what He has said in His word. Here is what the scriptures say about falling or being cast out from heaven towards the earth.

In Isaiah 14:12-15 How you have fallen from heaven, morning star, son of the dawn! You have been cast down to the earth, you who once laid low the nations! You said in your heart, “I will ascend to the heavens; I will raise my throne above the stars of God; I will sit enthroned on the mount of assembly, on the utmost heights of Mount Zaphon.[ I will ascend above the tops of the clouds; I will make myself like the Most High.” But you are brought down to the realm of the dead, to the depths of the pit.

 5.) The angels would reach out their hands and catch their chosen person…. After that we who are still alive and are left will be caught up together with them in the clouds to meet the Lord in the air. 1 Thessalonians 4:17 I believe the space between heaven’s balcony and the earth is time. Those in the far distance were tiny in size. They are the saint’s who had jumped and surrender their lives in the beginning.  YHWH shows His faithfulness from generation to generation through out time. I also believe the small group on the balcony symbolizes the last remnant to jump before His return. He is and has always been the true beginning, middle and end of all things. Rev 22:13 “I am the Alpha and the Omega, Aleph and Tav, the first and the last, the beginning and the end.” 

6.) . If you make the Most High your dwelling- even YHWH, who is my refuge- then no harm will befall you, no disaster will come near your tent. For He will command His angels concerning you to guard you in all your ways; they will lift you up in their hands, so that you will not strike your foot against a stone.” Psalm 91:9-11 He shall cover thee with His feathers, and under His wings shall thou trust; His truth shall be thy shield and buckler (Psalm 91:4)7.)

As I stood on the balcony over looking the marvelous precipice…………..'' I sought  YHWH, and he answered me; he delivered me from all my fears. Those who look to him are radiant; their faces are never covered with shame. The poor (desperate) man called, and YHWH heard him. He saved him out of all his troubles. The angel of YHWH encamps around those who fear him, and he delivers them. Psalm34:78.)  Then we who are alive, who are left, will be caught up together with them in the clouds to meet Yeshua in the air, and so we will always be with YESHUA.' 1 Thessalonians 4: 179.)

A strength came over me that surpassed all of my understanding…………….. "He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak even youth grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who hope in YHWH will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; Isaiah 40: 29-31 He has also set eternity in the hearts of men; yet they cannot fathom what YHWH has done from the beginning to end.” Ecc. 3:11

I can’t tell you how many times I felt like giving up during the difficult times of my life where I felt it was just to hard, and challenging to push through. I wanted to run, cry or curl up in a ball but instead I learned to pray and cry out to YHWH for help. Meditating on scriptures has been a very big source of strength as well as praising and worshiping Yeshua throughout the day. It is not easy going through storms of uncertainty or deep waters. It is only by YHWY’s grace and mercy we are able to preserver through situations despite hopeless and fearful. It was at those times during the dysfunction of my childhood, failed marriages, and the heart break of having a child born with disabilities that I learned to depend on YHWH and His word.

10.) This faith gave me the strength and complete confidence to rise up and jump.…... Jumping represented death of self. In John 12:24 “Unless a kernel of wheat falls to the ground and dies, it remains only a single seed. But if it dies, it produces many seeds.” “For whoever wants to save his life will lose it but, whoever loses his life for me will save it.’ Luke 9:24 11.)

 “And then He will send out the angels and gather His elect from the four winds, from the ends of the earth to the ends of heaven.” Mark 13: 27

 YHWH is also asking us not to doubt, even when we cannot see or know the end results. HE is speaking and clearly demonstrating His complete devotion to us by forever teaching us lessons so we can utterly learn the true meaning of letting go and surrendering all to Him. YHWH uses dreams because He wants us to feel, see and hear that He is there for us and we are not alone. 

Today, over 30 years later, I am so humbled and grateful for this wonderful dream. I have come to realize that we will never understand the true meaning of complete unity and oneness with YHWH or His people until we choose to continuously let go and release our lives to Him. It is a moment in time when there is no turning back, but only surrendering all and jumping into the extended arms of YESHUA Himself, that we may find eternal salvation .

I found this video today January 14th 2016 and it reminded me of my dream as a young girl. Here is another example of God speaking the same message regarding letting go and surrendering all to Him!!